10 miles away...

2010-04-11T03:22:00.006+08:00

10th grade

As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried.

Credits : LUMJUNCHI

2010-01-19T09:15:00.000+08:00

MOVED. ask me for url.

2010-01-18T22:28:00.001+08:00

Baby, don't talk to me.
I'm trying to let go
Not loving you is harder then you know.
'Cause girl your driving me so crazy

Inside me now there's only heartache and pain!

and I'll leave today
I'm gonna miss you 'cause i love you baby
Yeah, I'll make the call
I'm leaving today
Leaving always drives me crazy!

and if you don't want me then
i guess I'll have to go!
not loving you is harder then you know

2010-01-17T23:33:00.000+08:00

MIA

2010-01-17T22:33:00.000+08:00

:'(

2010-01-16T22:28:00.000+08:00

Attempt to cheer myself up.

2010-01-15T22:01:00.002+08:00

And that's you, i'm not giving up :)

2010-01-13T17:47:00.003+08:00

It just read my mind.

The moment I saw this picture, it set me thinking. Do you care about me? Am I of any importance to you? Am I nothing to you? And of course, am I just a friend to you? I can't help but to think about everything, the things that I've done doesn't seemed to be appreciated. at least that is how i feel. It hurts when you give me cold replies, it hurts when you ignore me, but I chose not to show the true feelings out, because i guess whats the point if im emo. Im the one that is in love with you, while you're not. you wouldn't care if i felt this way...

FML.

2010-01-13T14:15:00.000+08:00

YOU GOT TO LOVE HER! :D

2010-01-13T11:12:00.001+08:00

cute uh?

Can anyone tell me why i get jealous so easily? :( maybe im just too sensitive...

2010-01-11T18:30:00.002+08:00

Financial Accounting > MY ASS!

zzz ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH fucking dulan!!!!! i left a 15mark question blank sia!!!! WHATTHEFUCK. zzz 2 UTS also cui i can go jump off building die alrdy. ccb. confirm need retake module liao. zzzz FML FML FML FML FML FML FML!

2010-01-11T10:54:00.004+08:00

[1] I need to tell you a secret LOOK AT 5
[2] The answer is LOOK AT11
[3] Dont get mad LOOK AT 15
[4] Calm down don’t be mad LOOK AT 13
[5] First LOOK AT 2
[6] Dont be that angry LOOK AT 12
[7] I just wanted to say i love you.
[8] What I wanted to tell you is…THE ANSWER IS ON 14
[9] Be patient LOOK AT 4
[10] This is the last time I’m going to do this LOOK AT 7
[11] I hope you’re not mad when I say this LOOK AT 6
[12] Sorry LOOK AT 8
[13] Don’t get mad LOOK AT 10
[14] I dont know how to say this LOOK AT 3
[15] You must be realllllly mad LOOK AT NUMBER 9

:)

2010-01-10T13:36:00.000+08:00

This few days like in bad mood.... i should just fuck off and die...

2010-01-08T22:02:00.001+08:00

Feel dam hurt, hope that the feeling will be gone tomorrow.

2010-01-08T20:34:00.001+08:00

How i wish you could call me right now.

2010-01-06T18:16:00.004+08:00

Woah my handphone seems to be dead. It hasn't rung the past 24hrs. Starting to miss the feeling when i hear my phone ring and seeing the message was from you, really put a smile on my face. :) HAHA really hope when reach singapore on Friday you would give me a call again? Really hope it would happen. just hoping.. All i can say is, i miss you.

06/01/2010

Was marketing. Funny thing. Faci like all going missing. then the relief faci was like abit fucked up. got alot of issues with my team. we do like dog liao he still say not enough. somemore we like put in more effort then we normally do. this kp that also kp. damn irritating. presentation also ask ask ask macham no need money one. pissed off. haha then after school stayed back while to accompany my fellow friends to revise for Maths UT. i didn't study. But i did help them solve some questions! (Y) headed down to library, was supposed to stay till the library closes, whihc is 9pm but i couldn't stand the boredom anymore so i just head home at around 7+. Lets just hope my Maths UT went well even though i never did really study! :D

07/01/2010

Today was a good day! I finally felt that I had enough sleep for once since school started. I got up early but still was late for class-.- This whole week late sia! all my As need -0.5 :(. anyways today's maths test was (Y) wasn't as difficult as I expected. Heng I never really did study. wise decision. TOMORROW IT'S FRIDAY! :D:D LAST DAY OF SCHOOL! AND THE IMPORTANT THING IS OF COURSE....... SHES COMING BACK! WOOOHOO HAPPY LIKE FUCK :x OKAY ENOUGH IM GOING SLEEP. Tomorrow's gonna be a good day~

2010-01-05T10:54:00.000+08:00

& it's true.

2010-01-04T22:06:00.002+08:00

Even if you like them a little, or a lot, you miss them.. and there's nothing you can do about it :(

2010-01-04T19:32:00.005+08:00

Wednesday:'(

HOHOHO MERRY CHRISTMAS! :S okay first day of school was okay. but was still tired. Like everyone cut their hair ar lol. but it was nice to see them after such a long break. haha class started like not so hyper but as time passed we got noisy (Y). plus heng today we didn't have to do presentation if not i would have fallen asleep during other groups presentation! HAHA

I just realised I need to buy alot of things ar. diexz no money how to buy. need to start saving up.

Things to buy:

1)Valentine's day present
2)CNY clothes!
3)Stuffs to put in my room (ALOT)
4)Birthday presents.

I'll just have to try to spend my money wisely from now onwards. sian means no anyhow buy LOLOL. but nvm saving up is a good habit i should pick up (Y) :D

2010-01-02T15:23:00.006+08:00

How great would it be if it's you and me up there.

Many ask me how did i spend my last of 2009, sad to say i spent mine ALONE at home. If you consider my laptop as someone then i didn't spent it alone lo. Almost everyone i know spent it with their special someone. But me? Haisss.... (Shes my special someone, but im not hers. FML) Listening to them describe their day, the things they did, how they counted down, all of a sudden i felt fucking pathetic. Moving on...

School is starting in like 2 days. i just remembered I have test on thursday and the following monday. HAHA I have yet to study for them yet. Won't be too. There's Accounting where I have only a slight clue what it is after like 10 lessons (Y) and the other I have forgotten what it is already. I guess I'm gonna screw up bad for this 2 but oh well. :)

Spent the whole night yesterday alone, without the company of your messages... I'm kind of getting used to smsing you till late into the night, knowing you would like fall asleep like around 3am haha. Although i feel tired, but i made a point to ensure that you slept before me because as you know the time we spend talking have been decreasing. And after yesterday when you told me that you have to save on your smses i got a feeling that it might even stop. And then my phone stayed silent for the whole day... I'm feeling so uneasy right now, it's like I lost something from my body... I don't like this feeling.....

2010-01-02T00:23:00.001+08:00

What I got to do to make you love me?

What I got to do to make you care?

2009-12-31T17:37:00.002+08:00

Last day of 2009!

Last post of 2009.

Post 99 hahaha.

Let's just say 2009 passed damn fast. It is like i just received my Olvl results yesterday. Timein poly definitely pass faster then in secondary school, much faster. haha This year met alot of great people, people frm W46N & E36P & random RP people LOL. Age range also quite wide (Y) hahaha. And also grew closer to some people :) This year most of the time like holiday for me o.o Jan-April, then 10 weeks of school holidays. haha still got 1 more sem break yet to come in 2010! Good things happened bad things had happened too but fuck it la new year new beginning :D Gonna count down on msn tonight. emo or what! hahaha but nvm la it feels like just a normal day. sian.... my life's a bore FML. okay bye i go dota alrdy :D

2009-12-28T15:51:00.002+08:00

Spend the whole day watching Hell's Kitchen because everyone ps me all dont want to go for the Open House briefing! zzz then i wake up already. Only singapore could have some variety show just like that.... all the swearing! HAHAHA i like (Y) Gordon Ramsay is like super vulgar can scold at almost everything. haha

2009-12-27T21:03:00.000+08:00

At this point of time, my life sucks to the max!

2009-12-26T13:02:00.004+08:00

My christmas could be a good one or a fucked up one depending on how you look at it... but i shall just look at the better side of things and keep the fucked up part in some ulu closet :)

So how did i spend my christmas.... woke up at 1+ prepared and headed down to my aunty's house. Pioneer MRT station (Y) more classy then cck's one. make cck one look like some lock cock mrt station. lol reached there eat eat eat drink drink drink stone stone stone emo emo emo (because of SOMEONE!) after awhile already my cousins decided to watch dvd. watched a show called MURDERER. some chinese movie but its very nice the plot (Y) after the movie then headed home. Supposed to head down to andrew's house to mahjong but then my mum pms don't let me go out-.- since its christmas and its all about the spirit of giving so i just give her my obedience of once. v^.^v so instead of mahjong i play Dota AI with andrew and terrell.... no life right i know... lol blame them. :) after that stoned on my bed till 3+ before i fell asleep lol didn't know why i can't fall asleep. too much things on my mind. I think i should stop thinking bout so much things. bad for health.

Things between us are back to normal now :) ( at least I think it is o.o) and i give you my word i will try my best to know you better and confirm i will know you before i know you :) i will be the few people that knows you well!!! be honoured haha. and maybe one day i rage i will force feed you with dark chocolates and coffee :D:D:D:D wahahahhaha

Girl, I want you.

2009-12-25T11:09:00.004+08:00

A picture paints a thousand words.

fuck you santa,

all i ask was for one thing

and you just have to take it away from me.

2009-12-24T12:24:00.001+08:00

Merry Chirstmas! :)

2009-12-22T14:17:00.006+08:00

WHAT I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS?

YOU!!

As long as there's you around,

nothing really does matters anymore.

But still thinking of it,

my wish would unlikely come true.

2009-12-05T16:57:00.001+08:00

Would She Say Yes?

2009-12-03T20:38:00.002+08:00

HAHA short update. Today is Starbucks open house, thus they were giving out free drinks at all the outlets in singapore. So when I heard this of course the singporean in me came to life. GOT FREE STARBUCKS WHO DONT WANT YOU TELL ME!!!! LOL :D so yea after school headed down to woodlands civic centre then camp there till 5pm to get the free drink. There were so mnay fucking people. this prove that Singaporeans are BUDGET! haha. Drink le then go home. THE END :)

2009-11-20T10:54:00.001+08:00

They asked, "how does it feel to love someone who loves someone else?" After a deep breath, I answered, "It's like hugging a cactus, the tighter you embrace, the more it hurts..."

2009-11-19T10:59:00.003+08:00

Boy: I need someone to talk to.
Girl: I'm always here for you.
Boy: I know.
Girl: What's wrong?
Boy: I like her so much.
Girl: Talk to her.
Boy: I don't know. She won't ever like me.
Girl: Don't say that...you're amazing.
Boy: I just want her to know how I feel.
Girl: Then tell her.
Boy: She won't like me.
Girl: How do you know that?
Boy: I can just tell her...
Girl: Well just tell her.
Boy: What should I say?
Girl: Tell her how much you like her.
Boy: I tell her daily.
Girl: What do you mean?
Boy: I'm always with her...I love her.
Girl: I know how you feel. I have the same problem...but he'll never like me.
Boy: Wait. Who do you like?
Girl: Oh, some boy.
Boy: Oh, she won't like me either.
Girl: She does.
Boy: How do you know?
Girl: Because who wouldn't like you?
Boy: You.
Girl: You're wrong. I love you.
Boy: I love you too.
Girl: So are you going to talk to her?
Boy: I just did.

2009-11-08T20:51:00.003+08:00

Hello Blog. Since I have nothing to do i shall talk cock here for awhile till i find something to do. :) sooooo....... met up with a few friends that Ive lost contact with, good thing or bad thing? You decide. haha. Busy with school cause UTs are here. zzz FUCK POA! And Im broke too :( need to find ways to find money. I dun feel like working. sian 1/2. I dont know what to say anymore so i shall end here HAHA!

Last but not least,

HAPPY BIRHTDAY ANDREW TAN WEI LIANG!

2009-10-23T23:20:00.000+08:00

2009-10-11T15:12:00.003+08:00

HAHA Im finally going to update since I have nothing to do. School has started for me. 1 week had past new class, new friends, new facilitators. The class is cool, everone is starting to open up already all the nonsesnse will soon be out i hope. Im so not used to having a quiet class. W46N I MISS YOU! awwwwwwwwwwwwwww. okay moving on, the facilitators for this new sem are rather strict. Gotten 2 Cs and 1 B so far. My grades.... zzz. School days are tiring. wanting to sleep but can't. that feeling sucks. haha so i have been turning in like 11pm everynight? waking up as early as 7am i shit fuck.

Weekends are boring. never went anywhere, just stayed at home and rot. Play DOTA and Cafe World. thats all i did.-.- I need to get a life yes i noe. soon soon :D Okay this is just a short update so this blog wont seem so dead.......... SCH TOMORROW! FML.

2009-09-17T18:12:00.007+08:00

Okay havent been blogging for very long so i shall talk on something random.
MEGAN FOX!

Okay so shes has a new movie called Jennifer's Body (shes fucking hot in it!)

So the movie is about, When small town high school student Jennifer (Megan Fox) is possessed by a hungry demon, she transitions from being “high school evil” - gorgeous (and doesn’t she know it), stuck up and ultra-attitudinal - to the real deal: evil/evil. The glittering beauty becomes a pale and sickly creature jonesing for a meaty snack, and guys who never stood a chance with the heartless babe, take on new luster in the light of her insatiable appetite. Meanwhile, Jennifer’s best friend, Needy (Amanda Seyfried), long relegated to living in Jennifer’s shadow, must step-up to protect the town’s young men, including her nerdy boyfriend Chip (Johnny Simmons). She looks ultra hot when shes eating guys too so *DROOLS*

Im so going to watch it when it airs in singapore on Thursday, 29 Oct 2009! remember that date! hahahahha

2009-09-11T19:12:00.004+08:00

Hmmmm nothing much happened recently. J.ust stayed at home to play com games. thats all haha. here to upload the outdated photos! :D

If you stood in front of a mirror and held up 11 roses, you would see 12 of the most beautiful things in the world.

2009-09-07T15:12:00.005+08:00

Hello yeterday didnt have the time to blog cause was busy at my grandma's house then at night went to catch a midnight movie at cine with xingxian,andrew,jolene,junchi. actually we caught 2 movies! haha we caught the proposal then year one. Both are very very funny! haha worth the money! Proposal is just romance with abit of comedy but the love story is fucking cute. As for year one, the story story line was just plain stupid and random, but thats what make the movie funny! Any movie with jack black in it would be funny! AGREE WITH ME!

After the movie, we thought there wa NR cause its a weekend and there are 5 people so it was highly impossible to get a cab which is willing to take 5 of us cause all fucking humji! zzz so went to the busstop behind taka to wait for the NR. after waiting for almost 30mins. the bus didnt come. so we went to check again. then we saw the fine prints. "Fridays,Saturdays and eves of public Holidays" !$#@#$%#%#$%#$ we stoned at the busstop for 30mins for nth. FOL. we had no choice but to cab home. in 2 cabs. expensive..... fuck. met at 302 kopitiam eat then went home. reached home crashed into my bed and slpt.

okay i dont know what else to blog cause i just woke up and not intending to go anywhere today. hmmmmmm.

THESE 3 MOVIES ARE A MUST WATCH!

2009-09-05T15:27:00.002+08:00

Yesterday went out with W46N peeps to have dinner to celebrate my birthday. haha i only knew we are going to have dinner but didn't expect things to get so hardcore. zzz. We had our dinner at HardRock Cafe. the food there are all so god dam expensive! must have burned holes in their pockets cause i dont have to pay anything! hooray for me! :D lol.

After finishing our dinner, its was time. okay honestly i only expected the restaurant to bring out the cake then play birthday song then eeryone cheers. BUT NO! fuck. I was invited on stage, they made me stand on a chair.then everyone was staring at me. all those ang mohs strangers. zzz then the waiter told me i have to invite everyone to sing me a birthday song. i went WTF~ then have to shout la. after shouting for 3 times then they agreed to sing me a birthday song. when they were singing the song i was so dam ps dunno wad to do with everyone staring at me.

After the birthday song, the torture dont just stop there. the gave me a fuckingl ong straw ask me to put it between my legs and bend over to use the straw to blow out the candles. i can tell you its dam hard to blow out the candles with a straw. almost killed me. haha then after that left the stage and ate the cake then out we go! sadded no one treat me to a free drink :( haha.

After that went to walk around orchard road, then ion, the headed home. the mrt was packed. should have taken the bus instead. haha then reached home. bathed dotaed. and slept. woke up at around 2 today! have no plans later but to play com. so ya...... haha

(Will upload the pictures asap waiting for my friends send them to me :D)

2009-09-04T15:10:00.005+08:00

Hello! Im reopening this blog cause im that bored. zzz haha proper update tonight. Most probably this blog will be full of pics! but deciding what camera to buy. a small digital cam or a DSLR? hmmmm.

Cyber-shot™ Digital Still Camera - T Series

That camera is god dam fucking sexy! but expensive. close to $700 :( mus well buy DSLR but DSLR is bulky. FML.

2009-07-31T23:08:00.000+08:00

JOY IF YOU SEE THIS!

_l_

hahahahhahahahaha

2009-06-30T20:13:00.003+08:00

HELLO im backxz!

okay its super boring at home. Elearning is shit and Ive got somehow addicted to DOTA. okay not so serious till addicted but I find it fun once more. haha dont know why but maybe its just because it has been my daily entertainment for the past week. its now like fun only can. but then school is starting like tml? FML. sadded no more time to play anymore. 1 week just flew like tat.

SCHOOL STARTING TMLOMGXZ I CANT BELIEVE IT NO MORE SLEEPING TILL DAM LATE. SHITFUCKPUSSY!

2009-06-29T16:48:00.003+08:00

HAHA my blog is kinda like dead already :x i have the time to blog im lazy! wahaha.

Okay so many people have heard of the news already. RP has H1N1, in fact its 51 cases already. aint it just cool? lol i tink the shut is going to shut down soon and we will have another holiday! :D But we still have to do elearning at home. BORING! haha but no one does it. not graded anw so why bother? lol so basically you just stone at home for 1 week. zzzz haha boring i noe but it beats waking up early just to go to sch. thats so not fun. I dunno wad to say anymore. okay buaiix

Teehee!

2009-06-26T20:09:00.001+08:00

MICHAEL JACKSON AKA KING OF POP IS DEAD! :'(

LIKE EMO ONLY CAN..... R.I.P.

2009-06-24T20:20:00.003+08:00

THERE IS NO MORE FUCKING SCHOOL WOOHOOO! RP YEAR 1 STUDENTS HOLIDAY FOR 1 WEEK! WAHAHAHA

2009-06-16T20:20:00.000+08:00

ANYONE WAN GO TANNING AT SENTOSA? ANY DAY?

2009-06-15T22:26:00.000+08:00

ME NEEDS A GIRL TO LOVE.

2009-06-15T00:16:00.001+08:00

woooooo i finally got the ONLY picture i took on SYFiesta!

didnt know my hair was taht long and thick. hmmm but nvm i i went to trimmed it the day after that. :D

2009-06-14T14:01:00.003+08:00

random post!

MANCHESTER UNITED IS SCRWED FOR THE NEXT SEASON! RONALDO IS OUT AND IN IN REAL MADRID. WTF IS THIS. ZZZZ and hes hitting on paris hilton WTF?! lol buaiix

*edit

went to eat crabs at amk area then headed to AMK Hub after that. its been like 2 years since ive been there. the place sure brings back memories...... FUCK IT! zzz :(

2009-06-12T18:34:00.000+08:00

Just cry and maybe, just maybe, she will notice.

2009-06-11T22:32:00.003+08:00

hello people im back! haha jus came bac frm the chalet, the 2 almost sleepless nights is taking a tow on me. but i dunno y when i wan to sleep. i close my eyes i couldn't get myself to sleep. so oh well used com then. its the only DAMN thing i can do.

Chalet was fun considering that we only know each other for like less then 2 months and could be able to relate and have fun with each other like as if we have known each other for very long. haha 1st day reached checked in had broozing at night. haha vodka pear is rather nice. haha great with sprite but taste like martel with coke. everyone becaome red after drinking but only 1 fell.( MELVIN NOOB FUCK! LOL ) haha after that went rounding on antron's car. went changi village there see ahguas. HAHA and i tell you the seriously look DAMN chio. but once they open thier mouth gone..... haha then after tat went to drive pass red house. those living just beside the red house i think they are brave. lol then after tat headed back to chalet. slept till tml morning but had only like 3hrs or less then tat. SHAGNESS~

2nd day woke up then actaully wanted to go escape to play but there were so many rides closed that it was not worth the money so we decideed to sell away the free tickets that we got. after that went to rent bikes to cycle. actually wanted to cycle for fun but then in the end cycled to OCH ( Old Changi Hospital) . zzzz i tell you its not fun riding from pasir ris to changi. then went in then walked around as it was in the afternoon so it wasnt that scary. after tat cycled back then ate then wen swimming and i tell u downtown east costa sands swimming like dunno how many days never wash one cb. dam saltish and the water is rather murky. zzz went back watch coming soon. then after tat couldnt sleep so went bowling. then came bac slpt for like less then 3hrs again. woke up in the morning checked out went home :D

My nose is running right now fuck it seriously zzzzz

2009-06-09T12:03:00.006+08:00

I will be mia for this few days. Just need time to myself. no one can find me anywhere, anytime. Just me, myself and thou.

IM SO GONNA BUY IT! LOLOLOLOLOL

2009-06-08T12:00:00.002+08:00

Selling custom laptop skins at $30-$40! Who interested can tell me! :D

OR VISIT!

http://justa-shop.blogspot.com/

2009-06-07T22:45:00.004+08:00

My uncle and his family came back from USA for a visit and they came back with?! An Ipod Touch and loads of tees for me! wahaha like love them only. :D :D NELSON OS A VERY HAPPY BOY TODAY :D

Okay lets make it short and sweet. went to my grandma house to eat dinner as my uncle and his family was there. ate crap. went home. hahahaha thats all. tired la dont know why.

hais....... i dont know why i that emo this feel days. maybe its because of you.....

Heck you wont even see this anw,

but i dont know why im still typing this right now.

It been long since i have emo-ed maybe its time to start all over again.

:( :( :(

2009-06-07T13:28:00.002+08:00

I DOWNLOADED MAC THEME ON MY NOTEBOOK! WAHAHA step mac :x

Credits to Mr Au Xing Xian!

2009-06-06T20:34:00.003+08:00

ARM PAIN CHEST PAIN LEG PAIN. FUCK MUSCLE ACHES-.-

You left without a sound,

2009-06-04T22:06:00.001+08:00

NOT FOR THE WEAK-HEARTED!

BUT KINDA DUMB AND FUNNY :x

no.61

2009-06-03T20:45:00.003+08:00

I conclude that nothing but money makes the world go round! If u don't agree jump off the building right now! haha poly life is expensive and seriously you can't do much without money.... People are more realistic now too. put money in their faces and they will do whatever you tell them to do. POWER OF MONEY BABEH!

Okay moving on from the uber random shit that Ive mentioned above. Now lets talk about some of the up comings events that are happening.

5th June! Kranji's Dream Oasis SYFiesta 2009. Ive already bought the ticket so it would be just dumb not to go-.- waste of $15. and yes the ticket is expensive man. burn a hole in my pocket. DAMN. It held in my school so im just praying that some of the cafes or canteens are still open so if i got bored of the concert i can go over there and slack. lol

9,10,11th June! W46N Chalet! haha we know each other for less then 2 months only and we are having a chalet! This proves that how much bonded we are with each other. haha we are a bunch of craz people always doing crazy, but mostly dumb, stuffs. But heck! as long as we are having fun? WHY NOT! haha I have faith that the chalet would be fun! really really.

10,11,12th June! Canoe camp! OMGXZ it is sure going to be like a boot camp. But they say its a chance for us to know each other better. WTF? haha still considering whether to go as you can see the dates clashes. TMD! most likely would be going to the chalet instead of the camp. Fun beats training anytime right?! HAHA.

Oh ya screw RP's holiday dates too! we are having holidays 2 weeks before the others, and when ours end theirs start like wtf la! so everyone are having their CT and all while im at home doing practically nothing. todays the 3rd day and im alrdy bored of it. maybe its because all my events are all happening in the 2nd week but hmmmmm. staring at the com the whole day is not an option. i don't know how i used to stare at the com for 1 whole day during the holidays and not get bored of it. but now i cant stay put! i will get bored very quickly need to move around walk walk.

*END

no.60

2009-06-01T22:15:00.004+08:00

this video DAMN gl but cute!

no.59

2009-05-31T19:14:00.003+08:00

HELLO I'M BACK! lol i'm too busy to blog already or i'm just too lazy? hmmmmmm

I am just gonna talk about what happen today and yesterday since i have forgotten what had happened during the weekdays. haha just basically school la so its = to same old boring stuffs.

Moving on! Saturday dragged myself to canoe training. HAHA YES! DRAGGED! I don't know why but i don't feel like goin to training anymore cause CONFIRM next day muscle ache and sunburn one. don't like! went there then i was shocked that the team actaully shrank damn alot la can. now left with like 30 guys? haha But to my relieve training was easy as we trained on our own and not under the seniors if not we have to restart over and over again. I saved a person that day! WAHAHA. he capsized and i saved him. 1st time doing a rescue and i must say its not easy but fun! haha then after that just did like 5 laps and went back to shore. Then is PT time! haha we did something called the power sets or something like tat couldn.t remember. Anw! you are suppose to do your max number of chin ups, come down do 20 push-ups then run around a small area. we didnt know at 1st so we ran round the would reserviour for the 1st set-.- HENG we only ran for 1st set if it was for all we would die alrdy. after that went to keep the boats.... SOME MOTHER FUCKERS DROP THE BOAT! TWICE SOMEMORE KNN! thats equals to 400 push-ups we need to do zzzzz then kept all the boat did push-ups. but heng the senior was kind and gave us 100 only. Then that day the ah gua of the team left theteam! HAHA everyone was like so happy la! He is a loser anw.

Today! woke up DAMN early just to go for training. YES AGAIN. 2 trainings in a row in 2 days. SHAG! haha training starts at 9am but need get up at 7am to prepare. zzz cause its at khatib, Lower Seletar Reserviour. went there then 15 people turned up today. But its an optional training on sundays so ya blame me for going. i don't know whats wrong with my mind lol. did warm ups then went down the water alrdy. the water was choppy today dunno why. I saved and got saved too-.- a fish jump right infront of me! i was stunned and jus capsized-.- FUCKING FISH! then the 1nd time me and my friends were racing, then don't why at the exact same part of the reserviour, all my 3 friends and me capsized at the same exact place. creepy. HAHA dunno why but the water at that part was dam choppy. this time a boat have to some save us cause evryone was far away from us. DAM. after training then came home straight alrdy. DAM THE SUNBURN ON MY SHOUDLERS! PAIN LA OMGXZ!

Going to sleep alrdy too tired buaiix!

2009-05-20T11:00:00.004+08:00

SCHOOL TODAY IS LIKE SIAN!

I have a sudden urge to visit the cemetry in the middle of the night

ANY TAKERS?!

2009-05-13T18:42:00.004+08:00

CAMWHORING IS WHAT WE DO BEST IN CLASS! :3

HAHA. im like too tired to blog already so just post some pictures okay! :D :D yesterday training was torture!

2009-05-10T00:00:00.002+08:00

HAHA everyone seems to be busy with their school work and all and they don't have the time to update their blogs. welllllllll. SAME HERE! haha end sch evryday at 330pm reaching home at around 5pm cant expect me to do anything much right! haha. plus this week marks the start of canoeing training, that basically cuts away 1 day of my weekends ):

Tuesday was the first training that we had. and i can tell you is was TORTUROUS! Practically running like dogs. did warm up (which alrdy killed half of me) then ran 2.4. It had been like 6 months since i run and the 2.4 felt like forever. after that was pull up. shocked that i could actually do 10 of them :O after that was punishment time..... There are rules in this canoeing IG. which are inhuman. like seriously. 1st, for evry second that we are late, we have to do 1 pumping. so if u are late for like 1hour or something you are DEAD. most of them didn't bother showing up once they are late. 2nd,for 1 vulgarity heard, 200 pumping at the end of the training. THATS THE KILLER. its already a challenge trying to complete 100 but 200?!?!?! OMFG! reached home like around 9+ was dam shag alrdy. effects of not exercising for months!

Next day woke up with EXTREME muscle aches. basically the whole body. from head to toe. Had difficulty changing out of my clothes as it hurts when u raise your hand. the chest hurts too from all the pumping. legs hurt from the runing. this lasted for 3 days. only on friday did it became better.

Saturday! WATER TRAINING. anticipated it but hellllllll when reached there do physical training.... zzz run again did warm up chin ups. then went dwn to the water. Now then i realise how hard was it to balance on T1 ( one man canoe)! its like shaking here and there la! then almost capsize like 10 times?!!??! but managed to get my balance bac so now i still hold a 0 capsize rate! wahahahaha :D:D after that went home. HELL I GOT SUNBURN! zzz then tan marks too. heng i wore a singlet for training.

Late alrdy wanna sleep SHAG.nights :3

Last but not least this is what that is entertaining me this few days!

RESTAURANT CITY!

2009-05-07T18:47:00.001+08:00

Camwhoring in class like fun only LOL :x

no. 54

2009-05-01T15:48:00.003+08:00

WOOO I'M BACK! haha poly life too hectic le no time else to do anything.... zzzz SUCK COCK thoes 2 words basically sums up my whole enitre week last week. the whole week of lessons were erm -.- dunno why evry faci seems dam boring. especially the last day of sch for the week with was maths which was ytd. FUCKED UP! serious boring shit. we were expected to do presentation on the questions he gave. but the questions were all so fucking hard! then in the end just did 3 questions out of 10? lol gonna fail badly. but hu cares la the whole class did badly too :x

This week was IG ( Interest Groups) fair. RP trying to act high class call it IG and not CCA. lol signed up for canoeing, badminton, tennis and EMP (DJ stuff). lol but all the sports got trial one but i think only the canoeing no need. SO I CONFIRM IN CANOEING ALRDY! WAHAHA! but theres sort of a tryout tml. *DREADS* haha jus goin there for 2 hours to play with the stuff and bond o.o wtf. haha but heard their training is ranked 2nd among all the sports. 1st is Dragon Boat. expected one la. lets just hope i have fun in canoeing and not quit half-way-.- badminton and tennis is just follow my friends join for fun jus go play only then EMP is quite cool eh haha can mix ur own music. :D:D

TODAY IS LABOUR DAY! HAPPY LABOUR DAY PPL! haha nth to do at home seriously-.- pissed off with dota. i almost watched all the movies that are out this month and last month already. HOW! die die die.

no.53

2009-04-24T23:11:00.000+08:00

NEW EMO THERAPY! SLIPKNOT SONGS! IT WORKS!

no.52

2009-04-23T18:59:00.002+08:00

HAHA finally a fun day again! Really heng today wasn't as boring as the 2 days before if not i really cannot take it alrdy. at 1st though it would be boring though as you can see what fun can we have from maths-.- haha however today algebra was fun. LOL or maybe is just the group that made it so fun. cause we were crapping almost for the whole day but we still manage to get our work done! There wasn't any presentation too today so we didn't have to spend so much time staying back during the break time to finish all our presentation. haha instead we played a game a maths game. algebra but in mental calculations and we have to show it using cards and we onlyhave 30sec to do so...wth right! haha but okay la just play lo. and i found out my class all very compatitive one. lol for the previous day all so slack one lo like don't care attitude but today totally different sia! But its also good la then nxt time when we have games in calsses we won't be that bored! :D :D tired wanna go sleep alrdy. BUAIIX! :3

no.51

2009-04-22T20:57:00.002+08:00

TODAY WAS THE SAME AS YTD! BORINGGGGGG!

wanted to sleep throughout the whole lesson zzz. after reaching home immediately went to slp... seriously cant take it. lol tml is maths-.- heard from my other friends, its boring. would it be 3 boring lessons in a row? lets wait and see tml!

NO.50

2009-04-21T17:17:00.002+08:00

TODAY SCHOOL WAS BORING SHIT! END OF STORY.

no.49

2009-04-20T17:36:00.008+08:00

1ST DAY OF SCHOOL WAS (SURPRISINGLY) FUN!!!!!

haha almost couldn't wake up this morning. woke up at 745am and realise i had school today... had to drag myself up, bathed and hurried to school. chiong to RP then realise theres still alot of people walking. frm the platform you could literally see 1 whole thick line of ppl strolling to RP. and yes is STROLLING! haha went down people were still waiting for their friends. RP was packed today serious loads of people. went to my block then realise there was a fucking LONG qeeue for the lift-.- waited for around 5mins still couldnt get inside the lift got pissed of and decided to take the stairs. and fyi my class is at the 6th floor-.- DANG~~~! had to climb all the way. when finally reached my class i was sweating alrdy but not tat much. was late for class too but the lecturer was still marking attendance so i wasnt counted as late haha.

New group today. all guys though sadded. haha todays module was "Introduction to Communication Practice" in short is just to teach you how to talk to people from diff class. e.g. Teachers, Parents, Principal, Fellow students. But luckily our group got the fellow students one so it was quite easy for us to do the work cause we can use informal tone to do it.

todays schedule goes like this :

Im under Group A Modules. 1st meeting was just introduction. getting to noe the lecturer better. haha when ending he just gave us the problem for us to do. Then 1st Study Period, its actually free time for the students to do their work. but i was so hungry tat i couldnt take it so used tis 45mins to go and eat. After that was 2nd meeting, this is when we strted doing our work. the question given to us was to do an introduction about your group to a gourp of poly students that was coming to your school. then did presentation slides till the 2nd study period. by then, we are almost done with our presentation alrdy then we just headed down to eat again lol:x but all the food courts were full so in the end jus went to 7-11 to buy drink. stoned in class formore then 1hr playing all sorts of nonsense. youtubing, mangaing, msning, crapping with other ppl. haha then finally came the 3rd meeting which is also the scariest part. we have to do a presentation infront of the whole class. HENG we arent the 1st group to present but was the 2nd.at least we got to see how the previous group do their presentation 1st. really enjoyed the process cause after each groups presentation, we were suppose to comment. then aot of us just crapped and picked on the person. then HOME SWEET HOME TIME! :D

bid farewell, wen to wait for the lift again but all were full-.- so had to take the stairs all the way down again zzz. then headed home. on the way home saw one DAM funny thing. i really dunno wad the driver doing seriously. Below are the pictures ( Front, Back, Side view)

JOKE RIGHT! but u must give credit to the driver. He/She was able to drive the car through such a tight stairway. *claps claps* but still i tink the driver should just not drive again lol.

Besides that, im now pondering over what CCA, or IG (Interest Groups) as what RP calls it, i should join. But most like i would join either muay thai or floorball. but one fucked up thing is that our school ends at 330pm, the CCa strts after that... ending at around 9pm. wtf right! lol waste of time... but oh well i have to endure tis systemfor 3 years so why not try to love it now. YAY! crazy-.-

no.48

2009-04-15T21:10:00.004+08:00

1ST DAY OF ORIENTATION! i can only say i didnt quite enjoy it. rather boring. ran away during lunch. actually i didnt run away i jus lied that i had t work so i cant cont with the orientation. haha the principal cup was -.- can find no words to describe it. DANG~! after that went to AMK Hub to fren my colleague. had lunch then went home. i sure hope tml would be a better day for me. maybe i shld appear only after the principal cup since i dont really do enjoy it. :D will decide tml.

On a lighter note, i shall post something stupid but yet amazing! serious.

Don't tell me your age; Always you people tell falsehood anyway..... YOUR AGE BY CHOCOLATE MATHS
DON'T CHEAT BY SCROLLING DOWN FIRST!It takes less than a minute .Work this out as you read .Be sure you don't read the bottom until you've worked it out!This is not one of those waste of time things, it's fun.
Now.....Go ahead.....Calculating....

1. First of all, pick the number of times a week that you would like to have chocolate (more than once but less than 10)

2. Multiply this number by 2 (just to be bold)

3. Add 5

4. Multiply it by 50 -- I'll wait while you get the calculator

5. If you have already had your birthday this year add 1759 ..If you haven't, add 1758.

6. Now subtract the four digit year that you were born.

You should have a three digit number

The first digit of this was your original number(i.e., how many times you want to have chocolate each week)..

The next two numbers areYOUR AGE! (awesomeee shizzzzz)
THIS IS THE ONLY YEAR (2009) IT WILL EVER WORK, SO SPREAD IT AROUND WHILE IT LASTS. Chocolate Calculator.

no.47

2009-04-13T16:56:00.003+08:00

/edit

I JUST FOUND OUT MY ORIENTATION STRTS IN 2 DAYS TIME WTFFFFF!

AHHHHHH IM RUNNING OUT OF MONEY! IM A BROKE ASS NOW :'(

Spent alot of money this past week. really need to control the last $200 im left with to last me throught the whole month. zzz left with about 2 weeks but school reopening soon! how can i afford not to spend money! DANG~! this months pay would be only like max $300? cause i just worked for the 1st week of the month. dam nxt month confirm die liao.then after that i guess i have to go bac to the life of getting allowance frm my parents again. dam must think before buying anything alrdy if not sure die one.

Yesterday went to play L4D again form around 7-10 then had steamboat as supper at Bukit Timah. the shop has a cute name tho. " Xian De Lai" lol and i noe my post lately all very de wordy but bobian lazy to take photos. like that eat cost around $17 alrdy zzzz and its only supper. im too scared to count the total cost for the whole day. after that cab home. but its frm Timah so its not that ex around $10 then split among 3 ppl. i tink if i total up the cab fares,it would reach almost $200 liao SCARY! the midnight fare is a killer. reached home at around 2am bathed and slpt cant take it alrdy.

Didnt had a good night sleep tho. keep waking up time after time. tis cont till morning 9am whereby i finally got some proper slp till around 1 pm. then woke up and used the com alrdy. decided not to go out today just to save a little money. cause goin out usually ends me up with an empty wallet and that not good. the bank shld increase thier interest rates! tml should be going out but ive no idea wad time. haha its up to her ^^

thats all for now. i will update if theres anything

no. 46

2009-04-11T23:47:00.002+08:00

Caught that yesterday! okay actually its today at 2am-.- supposed to be watching the midnight one but one of my frens last min got something so had to delay.... haha should catch it if you guys have the time but now the movie is not so much on the the beautiful cars alrdy. more on the story line. but the stunts they do are still cool! LOL :D

returned home after the movie. reached at about 5+? slpt at 6am then woke up at 8am again-.- bobian had to go bai qing ming. dam shag i tell you. could bearly open my eyes. after that took a ride home on my cousin car then sleep till 9pm. hahaha dam shiok. i dunno whether it did rain during my sleep but it sure felt like it did. 1st thing i did when i woke up was to find food! HAHA was seriously hungry try not eating for half a day! then played dota. then now blogging alrdy. kinda bored now without any job. had been goin out for the past few days and i can say is its EXPENSIVE!!!!!!! haha but enjoyable so no complains.

tml have to wake up early again to have lunch at a resturant to celebrate my grandma's bday. cannot like that sia late late sleep early wake up-.- haha sleep deprived 100%. should catch up on my sleep after tml. but hard to do so if i keep going out at night and returning home in the morning. wondering if theres any plans for me tml after my lunch. hmmmmmmm but tis time! im gonna go home early no matter wad I NEED MY SLEEP! lol.

oh ya sch is reopening soon. DANG~~~! i haven even played enough yet-.- still considering whether to attend the orientation anot cause its like a waste of time. its tis coming friday. and next thing you noe! evryone is goin to school alrdy. no more phone calls frm ppl complaining about how bored they are at home and insisting that we should go out. haha maybe i would change to phone calls on how stressfull sch life would be since we haven really studied for like almost 5 months. i think i would have difficulty writing alrdy. and spelling :x oh well new sch equals to new environment, new frens, new teachers, new evrything. how i wish i could jus stay in kranji and not leave. haha....

signing off here cause i have no idea what to blog about alredy. BUAIIX!

no.45

2009-04-08T20:58:00.003+08:00

hohohohoho too lazy to blog already lol :x
but since ive some time in my hand i shall start posting on the things that had happened the past few days. ( if theres any typo sorry bout that too long nvr type le )

4th-6th April
Chalet with colleagues had a rather enjoyable time. except for the last night-.-
mix of hennessy, bacardi brezzer, red wine and vodka is an absolutely NONO!
esspecially when u save the bacardi for last-.- the gas will make u wanna puke even more!
haha had a real bad hang over next day. serious headache.
went back home straight after check out to sleep. at night went to play L4D with them again!
after that reached home at about 3am SHAG!

7th April
woke up at around 2pm to notice my phone having 14 miss calls-.-
and guess what those addicts wanna play L4D again! haha then go lo at home also nothing to do.
oh ya and did i mention........... IM FREE OF WORK ALRDY! WAHAHAHA
but tis also means the end of income. FUCK.
then reached home at 1am like that used com till 3 am then slp

TODAY!
woke up early to go dye my hair. ITS ASH BROWN NOW! lolololololol then headed down to clementi to sign some resignation form. then went back home to slp lol.
somehow i forgot what had happened alrdy haha
tonight slp early! need to get back all those hours of sleep that ive missed!

BUAIIX! :D:D

no.44

2009-03-29T16:21:00.003+08:00

wooooo quite long never post liao haha

SK IMM OFFICAILLY CLOSED DOWN ON 25TH MARCH!

sad sad... haha actually started to close on tuesday night, did all the packing till the next days evening 5pm-.- total of 26hrs of work for me zzzz HARDCORE!

after that went home and immediately fell asleep. too tired and the next day i still have to work-.-

it was a new place though, at clementi street shop. its a shop house, theres a room on top where you can sleep watch tv and alot of things its just like a house filled with lots of cartons and stuff. it even has a toilet!!!!! AMAZING ISNT IT! LOL

it's hell there!!!! HOTTTTTT. then the cutomer flow also kns one little until i literally stoned there for the whole day. weekends is the same as the weekdays. dam boring. then this shop also closing-.- dunno wad shop im gonna be transfered to next.

maybe not working anymore, or changing to a new job :D

the day before was a full shift and i tell you it was no fun. dunno why suddenly feel very tired then back ache then no mood to work maybe is drink too much honey lemon alrdy (3 bottles :x) then sign off early to sleep.

yesterday was finally an off day but had to wake up dam early, like 6plus?, then need to go pray. on the way to the cemetary there were alot of mist evrywhere imagine you were there at night! wouldnt it be fun? LOL

today took MC cause didnt feel like working. haha next week going to malaysia to shop and eat!!!! woohooo cant wait finally can go shopping!!! very long since i did that and schools reopening!!!!! D:

GTG bye!!!:D

no. 43

2009-03-22T09:47:00.000+08:00

Broken Strings -James Morrison (ft Nelly Furtado)

it's a must hear! :D

no. 42

2009-03-20T00:45:00.003+08:00

Too much time = Stoning = Thinking = Emoing

This equation is actually quite true... when we have too much time in our ahnds with nothing else better to do, we tend to think through things. Most of the times, the results that you get are often negative. Even of there a glimpse of having a positive side to it, the negative side always seems to overshadow its counter part. You will start wondering why life sucks for you. Maybe its just me being too over-sensitive or maybe its just true. ROAR stressed..... ): ):

no.41

2009-03-15T20:49:00.004+08:00

HAHA i know playing with food is not good but its fun when you are bored! this few days very busy sat full shift crowd was crazy. then there were arcade games all over IMM and one machine that you can catch soft toys. it is dam addictive lol. palying it since tat day evryday spend $10 on that. EXPENSIVE! HAHA

today was 1/2 morning can go home at 2pm le. but it was raining heavily! seriously heavy. the wind was huge too. from inside it seems like a typhoon happening outside. scary. haha then stoned till 4pm then the rain finally stopped then took bus home! then watch teevee then use com. fyi im playing a game called mapleSEA again. LOL sorry bored.

back to dota liao BYE!

/EDIT

I JUST REALISE TML IS THE STRT OF THE MARCH HOLIDAYS! AHHAHA IM ON HOLIDAY FOR TOO LONG LIAO TILL FORGET :x

NO.40

2009-03-11T10:19:00.003+08:00

WOOO 1st post using my notebook (which i still cant figure out), its fast and all but i cant make a new acc! stuck with the idoitic RP acc zzzz then the finger print scanner also cannot be used! maybe it can but i dunno how! AHHHHH someone help me please.

anw the batt life is only like 2 1/2hrs wtf.... haha goin work later. relief at ip zzzz sian 1/2.

BYE!

no.39

2009-03-10T20:06:00.002+08:00

TODAY WAS ENROLMENT DAY! AND ITS FUCKED UP!!! WOOOHOOOO! -.-

reached at 11:15am and guess what time i got evrything done? 5PM!!!!!

do the calculations i queued dam long! the feeling was worst then working.

when i reached there the queue was already at the entrance of RP, then started queuing. I was expecting the queuing to end when i reach the hall where the enrolment was held.

guess what! there was even more bloody people!!!! the queue was going zig-zag all over the bloody hall. everywhere was crowded except for the photobooth counter -.- spent most of the time in there.... serious waste of time.

After that went to the next hall to purchase my notebook. since i already decided on which notebook to buy when i was queuein i just filled in the form and went to queue. YES QUEUE AGAIN! zzzz I didnt get either the 2 notebooks that i mentioned in the previous post cause all the price were before gst. the 1.7k one was 2k after gst! ftw. and it was solded out anw. so went ahead to buy the cheaper by abit one. 1.65k. specs are all about the same except its smaller and heavier by 0.2kg.

After thata still must go configure the laptop to wad RP wans... but this time no need to queue. then we have to go to counters where the people will help configure the notebooks. there was no chairs and we have to stand there watch them do some god knows what stuff to the notebook for more then 1/2 an hour. best right... After tired came back home.

On the bright side, RP's environment is not bad evrything seems dam new. haha

no.38

2009-03-09T13:56:00.002+08:00

TOMORROW IS ENROLMENT DAY!!!!! OMG.....

still cant decide what bloody notebook to buy leh.... the most ex one cause its light or jus the heavier one but at a cheaper price..... sadded cant decide!!!!!

no.37

2009-02-27T20:59:00.003+08:00

SHES'S THE NEW LOVE! LADY GAGA! HOTTTTTTTT! HAHA :D

HER MUSIC IS THE BOMB TOOOOOOOO!

NO.36

2009-02-26T23:36:00.003+08:00

http://www.fmylife.com/

Parting words... Today, I was drunk and horny. So I texted "I want to fuck your pussy" to my girlfriend. I later realized that I had accidentally substituted the s for the p, and actually said "I want to fuck your puppy." FML

Upon reading this i dunno whether to laugh at that guy or just feel sad for him ROFLMAOWTIME! ):

no.35

2009-02-25T12:53:00.003+08:00

Its been so long since i've blog.. since i'm on MC today with nothing better else to do at home so i shall crap abit! HAHA yes i'm sick -.- fever for the 2nd time in 2 weeks? CBKNN! lol have been busy lately with work.... okay i've been busy with work since like last last month. considering whether to quit or not... cause school is starting in like 1-2 months time??? AHHH TIME PASSING SO FAST!!!!

Enrolment is like next week? then next up is orientation. still dunno whether i should go for the orientation anot cause it MIGHT be boring like hell. But im looking forward to my new laptop! :D School starts on 20th april. almost all poly are starting at this date. woohoo? RP really farrrrrrr and the transport fee gonna be a bomb for sure. till now i still dunno how to get to there! i only know its located at woodlands :x

I want to go back to KRANJI! it's been long since i've been back to there! Really miss the scoldings we get for doing stupid stufs in class... I may sound sick but i really wish someone would scold me right now. haha then use to like to walk around in class even though the teacher is like asking us to sit... NOW! during work i wish i could just grab a chair and sit for the whole fucking day. DONT WAN TO STAND!!!! ): miss the teachers too....

haha this post seems to be jumping from subject to subject every once in a while but who cares RANDOM IS LOVE! :D anw im stressed out right now... should i highlight my hair? should i dye my hair? should i straighten my hair? if i wan to highlight/dye what colour should i do? AHHHHHH STRESSS!

Okay shall end my post here. going back to sleep! haha shall update if theres anything interesting. maybe tell you all bout my dream? LOL

no.33

2009-02-15T19:11:00.007+08:00

no.34

2009-02-15T19:11:00.006+08:00

too long never post already cause im getting lazier by the day haha. well past few days just worked and worked and worked lo.... haha then yesterday was valentines day but i was at home ): SAD RIGHT! lol.

i shall post some photos that i took of the guys the other day went we went out for supper.

oh and ya i received a letter from Republic Poly recently on stuffs like the enrolment date andthe purchasing of the laptops. haha evrything is passing so fast right now. hmmmm orientation starts on the 15th ends at the 17th then sch starts at 20th... zzz I HAVENT GOT THE CHANCE TO HAVE FUN YET!!!!!

no.32

2009-02-03T11:19:00.001+08:00

I FOUND OUT SOMETHING! Hotel & Hospitality Management first year modules are all crap!

Year 1 covers common core broad-based modules such as Cognitive Process and Problem Solving, Communication Practice, Enterprise Skills, Entrepreneurship, Marketing, Financial Accounting, Basic Sciences, and Mathematics.

WTF sia! gonna waste first year there already... but which also means i can slack for 1 more year! :D sian 1/2

no.31

2009-02-02T22:46:00.003+08:00

Day out to orchard today hoping to at least buy something since i have not much time to actually go out due to work-.- but came home empty handed! zzz wanted to buy alot of things but in the end nothing caught my eye so in the end a wasted trip.

accompanied andrew to cut his hair first ( no difference after the haircut is the in thing now :D ) then bus-ed down to orchard to meet up with terrell and shaohan. toured around fareast plaza while waiting for the other 2 guys. when they arrived shaohan got his things and left. we 3 guys then went to eat. doreen and izmir came to join us soon after as they were nearby jobhunting. haha actually they did nothing to too! then went to shop at herens and cine and played lan at cine. after that terrell had to go so all went home, THE END. haha brief i know im tired and i have to work tomorrow! zzz

sorry for the poor quality of some of the pictures. DOREEN took them not me.

no.30

2009-01-30T10:58:00.000+08:00

RP - HOTEL AND HOSPITALITY MANAGEMENT

no.29

2009-01-25T01:08:00.003+08:00

Im just feeling bored and i cant sleep so im blogging right now. not sure about what to write but lets start talking about my hatred for banglas and cheena people-.-

Banglas are irritating bunch of people. im not racist but do they ever bathe? evrytime i walk pass them sure got 1 huge pungent smell one. buey tahan. then i dont understand their language too. they speak english like they speak indian. worst of all they show their public affections with each other openly. and i dun mean straight, i mean GAYS! i just found out mostly all of them are gays! :x one time there was this "couple" standing inside the shop waiting for their friend to pay, one guy went to hug the other guy from behind and started smelly the guys hair. i went like WTFFFFFF. i swear that sence was uber disgusting. UBER! and when they walked off, they were holding pinkies! LOL

Cheena people too are irritating and inconsiderate. all they do is come in to the shop get loads of clothes to the changing room and coming out buying none. is that so fun?!?! they also like to mess up our stuffs. we offer help they rejected it and made a mess on the table. they practically dig into all the clothes despite you telling them that theres no more stock. FUCKERS!

tomorrow is NEW YEARS EVE! but im still working-.- haha at least for half a day. but nvm its fun working with the bunch of people im with right now. the old ASM is going away soon. the new ASM is a joke. seriously he doesnt have a face of a ASM. hes a dancer and a joker. likes to play alot. but i like :D:D LOL shall get photos of them next time. hmmmm still pondering whether i should go to bed anot since i must report to work at 9am tomorrow... sian 1/2. oh well stoning time. BTW I CUT MY HAIR! OMFGGGGG haha bye to the emo long fringe ): now a totally different style dont know is good or bad haha oh well cut already theres nothing more i can do. BYE!

no.28

2009-01-18T00:37:00.004+08:00

Work is tiring stuff kinda getting bored of it already. doing the same old thing day after day really sucks. but for the pay check that im getting at the end of the month i must endure! as theres a chinese saying " 先苦后甜" i dont know how to explain in english :x haha yea jus basically i will enjoy after i get my pay! :D

I SWEAR SINGAPOREANS DONT KNOW THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN OPENING/OPENED AND CLOSING. today when opening the shop, i just opened the first door to the shop people already start to rush into the shop already. like wtf la the shop is not opened yet!!!! zzz then gradually the crowd got larger and by the time all the doors were opened, the shop was full of people. -.- fucked up sia! then at night when closing, all the doors were closed except one because we have to let the customers inside the shop to get out but the crowd continued to come in.... we closed the other doors for a reaso. WE ARE CLOSING ALREADY. but people dont seem to get the idea and keep coming in until we were forced to chase them all out.

When we finally closed the shop, it was already 11pm. we were supposed to close at 10pm-.- today should be morning shift but due to the lack of people i must stay to help out so turned into a full shift. its tiring shit... next week most probably full shift for the whole sure gonne die real badly. but nvm for money! lol cant balme me, money makes the world go round.

Putting job issue aside, lets talk about my course choices :D haha 1st two choices are RP courses so most probably going there already. sadded but i only have myself to blame. BUT I STUDIED FOR MY SCIENCES AND I GOT C5 FOR BOTH. FUCK. haha oh well what is done cannot be undone so must well work hard in poly and get into a university? or just come out work after poly. im still thinking haha.

In a blink of an eye a month of 2009 is goin to pass. Thats quick. soon sch will start which can only mean 1 thing. BORING! haha never did like studying. but nvm looking forward to Chinese New Year. AngBao = MONEY! lol dont know why im now so obsessed with money now. HAHA $.$

going to end here work tomorrow. BYE!

no. 27

2009-01-14T23:49:00.002+08:00

CONFUSED!!!! AHHHHHHHH @.@

NP : Real Estate Bussiness, Information Technology
RP : Hotel & Hospitality Management

WHICH ONE?!?!? i like the course in RP but i dun like the school!!!! as for NP i like the school but i dont like the courses!!!! fucked up la..... If i go RP im scared the cert isnt regconised when i get it then its emo shit leh...):

no.26

2009-01-12T19:14:00.005+08:00

I HATE TODAY!

no.25

2009-01-11T01:39:00.010+08:00

ITS SUNDAY! WOOHOO! tomorrow getting back our results! nbcb-.- really dam scared but what to do... to late for anything already. HAHA so wait and see lo. Later got to work so goin to sleep lo. AND YES IM WORKING ON WEEKENDS. the crowd is scaryyyyyyyyy! Singapore are getting invaded by cheena and bangla i dont know why... tomorrow full shift (sian 1/2). dont know i can tahan anot.
NIGHTS PEOPLE! :D

12/01/2009

HAPPY?/EMO?

no.24

2009-01-09T16:36:00.005+08:00

finally found time to update. been busy with work and 4Bs class chalet this past week. I shall recap evrything 1 by 1 starting form yesterday.all the staff at my workplace are very friendly so they are easy to get along with. but im the youngest there! HAHA

YESTERDAY
Worked a total of 18HOURS! yes you didnt read wrongly! worked fulltime of 12hrs and another 6 hours of OT. worked till today morning 4:30am really dam shack. had to help i.p.zone do some conversion shit which was fucking tiring. u cant call me a WD i had to work full shift in the morning and continue to work till the wee hours. reached home immediately drop dead. bathe then slept. all i can recall was i fell asleep in less then 3 mins? LOL oh ya and 1 more thing i think i lost my staff pass! zzzz-.-

WEDNESDAY
worked afternoon shift which starts from 2pm. 8 hours just flew by dont know why. haha met afew werid customers though. One cheena woman came in and gave my measurements by foot and expected to me to find a jeans for her based on that. i literrally scolded wtf infront of her face but she didnt understand so nvm LOL. Another customer was even more fucked up. got me to take like 7 different shirts, all of different size ( do the maths, he took S and M for each) in the end he dumped evrything at me and just walked out of the store! ZZZZ hes a cheena guy too. FUCK CHINA PEOPLE! my hatred for them grew tremendously this past week lol.

TUESDAY
i was on leave as i was at 4Bs class chalet. Bowled, movies, bbqed then went home at night. lazy to eleborate on the calss chalet cause it was that boring.

MONDAY
1st day of work! reach at 11pm got to know some of the staffs then picked clothes to wear then started working. lol 1st day was fine but had hard time remembering all the prices, till now. suppose to knock off at 8 but decided to work till closing which was 10pm. haha then i found out i actually worked full shift for the 1st day already-.- legs almost gave way too. wasnt used to standing for such long hours. Kind of miss those days where in school we were told to sit but we choose to walk around instead. miss sitting down for the whole day. After worked Junchi. Andrew Shaohan followed me to class chalet then they went home early in the morning as they still had to work LOL

12TH JANUARY 2009. WILL IT MARK THE MOST JOYFUL DAY OF MY LIFE OR JUST BE THE DEATH OF ME? WELL LETS JUST WAIT...

no.23

2009-01-03T00:51:00.003+08:00

GUESS WAD PEOPLE! I FOUND A JOB! WOOHOOO! Thats hell of a good new for me! got job equals will have money! :D :D
Im posting pass midnight so this is what happened this morning. woke up dam early today even though i dont have to go to school. met up at 9am at lot1 with JunChi, Andrew, YEB then had breakfast. JUST FOUND OUT KFC GOT BREAKFAST! haha suaku me :x then ate then took mrt to Paya Lebar then took taxi to ubi road. alighted before we even found the place cause YEB said he knew how to go. IN THE END WE WALKED ONE BIG ROUND! THANKS AR YEB!-.- finally found the place then headed in. the office was filled with people. ALOT. for a moment i thought we were not goin to get the job already. BUT THEN. they seems to have alot of slots so in the end we all got jobs! JOY TO THE WORLD~! after that cab bac to mrt station then took mrt bac to lot1.

Reached lot1 saw dam alot of people. haha its been long since i have sen such a huge crowd at lot1. met up with jolene to have lunch then went arcade there find JiaHui and Yanling. after that went home and slept.

Woke up ate. YEB emo say want to play bball so pei him lo went all the way to his house. then after playing went up his house to watch russell peter. I SWEAR HE IS A JOKE! with all the racist jokes and remarks! then went home reached home bout 1130? then played classic game. now blogging and now im tired and now time to say BYE!

no. 22

2008-12-31T16:35:00.002+08:00

FEW MORE HOURS TO 2009!
different people spend their holidays differently below is one example!

no. 21

2008-12-30T23:02:00.003+08:00

I need a JOB fast or I will face financial difficulties soon! No JOB = No MONEY! No MONEY? Cannot go SHOPPING! nowadays go out confirm will buy something back home.... shit shit now im seriously broke! got to learn how to control.

Anyone know where got job vacancies? Please inform me! Im that desperate! ):

no.20

2008-12-30T00:09:00.003+08:00

Yesterday slept at 2am because of the classic game and woke up at 8am to play the classic game again! sounds like an addict eh?! HAHA but im not! Then afternoon went town with JunChi, Andrew and Yeb to shop. yea haha bought a hot pink shirt which i think is really nice? walked walked talked talked then headed to bukit timah lan. played for like 2 1/2 hours then go already. Everyone cabbed home while i cabbed to my uncle's house to eat dinner o.o dont know why my parents randomly went there to have dinner. maybe because its free? LOL.

Isnt the shirt nice?? awwwwww LOL

Reached home immediately on com to try to play the classic game. But apparently my eyes are failing me. they keep wanting to close on me. i guess 6hrs of sleep is not enough for me? haha tomorrow would be a busy day

THINGS TO DO:
1) PACK ROOM O.O
2)PLAY COM!

THATS CONSIDERED BUSY FOR ME ALREADY OKAY! i usually just sleep and play com whole day what a relaxed life. haha packing my room is tiring business you will only realise when u see the state of my room! HAHA really dam tired turning in. GOODNIGHT

*THIS BLOODY POST IS WRITTEN ON 29 DEC 2008!

oh ya before i forget saw something that made me dam sot. Its been long since i emo but i guess today would be the strt!

no.19

2008-12-28T22:13:00.002+08:00

YESTERDAY. Went to kranji's Alumni Gathering. We were suppose to reach there at 4pm but bbq wouldnt start so early so we just took our time and reached there at around 5. I swear the sun was dam hot. Played captains ball and Bball then stoned till the "bbq pit" was ready to be used. But we didnt really cook we just waited to be served :x Actually is not we dont wan to cook! its just that there wasnt enough space! HAHA ya lets take it as that. Went around koping ppls food. then ate ate ate. After eating played captains ball with some dam old alumni. BATCH 2008 VS OLD ALUMNI. as you can see they are old so kena trash by us la lol 7-2. LOVE! After that went mac stone then went home then slept like a pig.

TODAY. Went grandparents house and stoned there. thats what actually happened FUN RIGHT! -.-

Results are coming out soon... scared siol!!!!! but then scared also cant change anything so jus enjoy the time left before receivin the death slip. ): tomorrow should be going out shopping haha. Money strapped nowadays but dont know why i can keep digging out money to shop. BACK TO PLAY ________! (go figure its a classic game)

Shes just too cute and i miss her.