How great would it be if it's you and me up there.

Many ask me how did i spend my last of 2009, sad to say i spent mine ALONE at home. If you consider my laptop as someone then i didn't spent it alone lo. Almost everyone i know spent it with their special someone. But me? Haisss.... (Shes my special someone, but im not hers. FML) Listening to them describe their day, the things they did, how they counted down, all of a sudden i felt fucking pathetic. Moving on...

School is starting in like 2 days. i just remembered I have test on thursday and the following monday. HAHA I have yet to study for them yet. Won't be too. There's Accounting where I have only a slight clue what it is after like 10 lessons (Y) and the other I have forgotten what it is already. I guess I'm gonna screw up bad for this 2 but oh well. :)

Spent the whole night yesterday alone, without the company of your messages... I'm kind of getting used to smsing you till late into the night, knowing you would like fall asleep like around 3am haha. Although i feel tired, but i made a point to ensure that you slept before me because as you know the time we spend talking have been decreasing. And after yesterday when you told me that you have to save on your smses i got a feeling that it might even stop. And then my phone stayed silent for the whole day... I'm feeling so uneasy right now, it's like I lost something from my body... I don't like this feeling.....

What I got to do to make you love me?

What I got to do to make you care?

Last day of 2009!

Last post of 2009.

Post 99 hahaha.

Let's just say 2009 passed damn fast. It is like i just received my Olvl results yesterday. Timein poly definitely pass faster then in secondary school, much faster. haha This year met alot of great people, people frm W46N & E36P & random RP people LOL. Age range also quite wide (Y) hahaha. And also grew closer to some people :) This year most of the time like holiday for me o.o Jan-April, then 10 weeks of school holidays. haha still got 1 more sem break yet to come in 2010! Good things happened bad things had happened too but fuck it la new year new beginning :D Gonna count down on msn tonight. emo or what! hahaha but nvm la it feels like just a normal day. sian.... my life's a bore FML. okay bye i go dota alrdy :D

Spend the whole day watching Hell's Kitchen because everyone ps me all dont want to go for the Open House briefing! zzz then i wake up already. Only singapore could have some variety show just like that.... all the swearing! HAHAHA i like (Y) Gordon Ramsay is like super vulgar can scold at almost everything. haha

At this point of time, my life sucks to the max!

My christmas could be a good one or a fucked up one depending on how you look at it... but i shall just look at the better side of things and keep the fucked up part in some ulu closet :)

So how did i spend my christmas.... woke up at 1+ prepared and headed down to my aunty's house. Pioneer MRT station (Y) more classy then cck's one. make cck one look like some lock cock mrt station. lol reached there eat eat eat drink drink drink stone stone stone emo emo emo (because of SOMEONE!) after awhile already my cousins decided to watch dvd. watched a show called MURDERER. some chinese movie but its very nice the plot (Y) after the movie then headed home. Supposed to head down to andrew's house to mahjong but then my mum pms don't let me go out-.- since its christmas and its all about the spirit of giving so i just give her my obedience of once. v^.^v so instead of mahjong i play Dota AI with andrew and terrell.... no life right i know... lol blame them. :) after that stoned on my bed till 3+ before i fell asleep lol didn't know why i can't fall asleep. too much things on my mind. I think i should stop thinking bout so much things. bad for health.

Things between us are back to normal now :) ( at least I think it is o.o) and i give you my word i will try my best to know you better and confirm i will know you before i know you :) i will be the few people that knows you well!!! be honoured haha. and maybe one day i rage i will force feed you with dark chocolates and coffee :D:D:D:D wahahahhaha

Girl, I want you.

A picture paints a thousand words.

fuck you santa,

all i ask was for one thing

and you just have to take it away from me.