& it's true.

Even if you like them a little, or a lot, you miss them.. and there's nothing you can do about it :(

Wednesday:'(

HOHOHO MERRY CHRISTMAS! :S okay first day of school was okay. but was still tired. Like everyone cut their hair ar lol. but it was nice to see them after such a long break. haha class started like not so hyper but as time passed we got noisy (Y). plus heng today we didn't have to do presentation if not i would have fallen asleep during other groups presentation! HAHA

I just realised I need to buy alot of things ar. diexz no money how to buy. need to start saving up.

Things to buy:

1)Valentine's day present
2)CNY clothes!
3)Stuffs to put in my room (ALOT)
4)Birthday presents.

I'll just have to try to spend my money wisely from now onwards. sian means no anyhow buy LOLOL. but nvm saving up is a good habit i should pick up (Y) :D

How great would it be if it's you and me up there.

Many ask me how did i spend my last of 2009, sad to say i spent mine ALONE at home. If you consider my laptop as someone then i didn't spent it alone lo. Almost everyone i know spent it with their special someone. But me? Haisss.... (Shes my special someone, but im not hers. FML) Listening to them describe their day, the things they did, how they counted down, all of a sudden i felt fucking pathetic. Moving on...

School is starting in like 2 days. i just remembered I have test on thursday and the following monday. HAHA I have yet to study for them yet. Won't be too. There's Accounting where I have only a slight clue what it is after like 10 lessons (Y) and the other I have forgotten what it is already. I guess I'm gonna screw up bad for this 2 but oh well. :)

Spent the whole night yesterday alone, without the company of your messages... I'm kind of getting used to smsing you till late into the night, knowing you would like fall asleep like around 3am haha. Although i feel tired, but i made a point to ensure that you slept before me because as you know the time we spend talking have been decreasing. And after yesterday when you told me that you have to save on your smses i got a feeling that it might even stop. And then my phone stayed silent for the whole day... I'm feeling so uneasy right now, it's like I lost something from my body... I don't like this feeling.....

What I got to do to make you love me?

What I got to do to make you care?

Last day of 2009!

Last post of 2009.

Post 99 hahaha.

Let's just say 2009 passed damn fast. It is like i just received my Olvl results yesterday. Timein poly definitely pass faster then in secondary school, much faster. haha This year met alot of great people, people frm W46N & E36P & random RP people LOL. Age range also quite wide (Y) hahaha. And also grew closer to some people :) This year most of the time like holiday for me o.o Jan-April, then 10 weeks of school holidays. haha still got 1 more sem break yet to come in 2010! Good things happened bad things had happened too but fuck it la new year new beginning :D Gonna count down on msn tonight. emo or what! hahaha but nvm la it feels like just a normal day. sian.... my life's a bore FML. okay bye i go dota alrdy :D

Spend the whole day watching Hell's Kitchen because everyone ps me all dont want to go for the Open House briefing! zzz then i wake up already. Only singapore could have some variety show just like that.... all the swearing! HAHAHA i like (Y) Gordon Ramsay is like super vulgar can scold at almost everything. haha