Saturday, January 2, 2010

How great would it be if it's you and me up there.

Many ask me how did i spend my last of 2009, sad to say i spent mine ALONE at home. If you consider my laptop as someone then i didn't spent it alone lo. Almost everyone i know spent it with their special someone. But me? Haisss.... (Shes my special someone, but im not hers. FML) Listening to them describe their day, the things they did, how they counted down, all of a sudden i felt fucking pathetic. Moving on...

School is starting in like 2 days. i just remembered I have test on thursday and the following monday. HAHA I have yet to study for them yet. Won't be too. There's Accounting where I have only a slight clue what it is after like 10 lessons (Y) and the other I have forgotten what it is already. I guess I'm gonna screw up bad for this 2 but oh well. :)

Spent the whole night yesterday alone, without the company of your messages... I'm kind of getting used to smsing you till late into the night, knowing you would like fall asleep like around 3am haha. Although i feel tired, but i made a point to ensure that you slept before me because as you know the time we spend talking have been decreasing. And after yesterday when you told me that you have to save on your smses i got a feeling that it might even stop. And then my phone stayed silent for the whole day... I'm feeling so uneasy right now, it's like I lost something from my body... I don't like this feeling.....

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